I had been free of crohn's symptoms for over a year now, but for the last week and a half, I've started to have light diarreah, abdominal cramping, extreme light-headedness, irritabilty, and light bleeding. I thought I was off the hook with this illness, but it hit me hard this time. Colege isn't helping with the stress factor that much either. =( I found myself contemplating suicide and almost went through with it because I flash-backed and thought about how Crohn's had utterly destroyed everything I had lived for.

Should I go back on the meds and continue to carry this empty shell of a body and live this empty meaningless existence?