My lips turn white sometimes and when it is my heart is beating really fast. Everybody tells me that it is anxiety and I always want to do something I like but I can't. My heart is beating so fast I can't do anything I like. Its not that I don't want to do things its just that I can't do it even if I had to do it. My skin is not showing brown skin color and its white like my lips. this is strange because before it was normal and after masturbating it turned out to be like this and it doesn't happen to anybody else but me.